((((((((((( Dustin )))))))))))

I remember being a teen also (so many years ago!). I remember feeling awkward, out of touch, lonely, hated, jealous of others who I thought "had it all and then some". I did rebel when I hit 17 and by 18 my mom kicked me out of the house. That's when I really hit rock bottom and ended up in the hospital with some physical ailments.

Looking back on the rebellion and those horrid teen years, I realize I really wasn't alone per se, but just different. I tried to fit in to a group of folks that really were going nowhere fast. The one I really ended up hurting more than anything or anyone else was myself! I was my own worst enemy and all because I tried to be someone I wasn't.

I do believe that is a part of growing up though. Not everyone goes through it, some teens are able to feel comfortable with who they are, and a lot are still looking for who they are. I also believe that as teens, we tend to want to be adults before our time. In hindsight, I wish I had taken the time to explore more about what I liked....not what I thought everyone else would like.

I hope you can find the balance soon. Know that if you think you march to the tune of a different drummer, go with it! Diversity is what makes life interesting.


sabby