It's really just something that is there to dream about. I don't have the clinical skills to go back and couldn't demonstrate that or pass my boards again. I'm really done for good. And since the only way that I'm doing relatively well is that I'm on clozaril and need at least 12, sometimes 14, hours of sleep per night on that, this also seals my fate. I'm ok with it, I've known for a long time. But it's still sad to be at this week.