I'm so sorry about this. I'm a nurse whose license is still active but I won't be able to renew it the next time because I won't have practiced in five years. I lost my career to bipolar in 2014 and haven't worked at all since. I have memory issues that make it difficult if not impossible to learn another job, and nursing is so stressful that I know I can never do it again. I'm on SSDI and am terrified of the potential for cuts...I just don't think I'm capable of working. So I feel for you, hun.