Oh... I'm so sorry for you. �� I know that has to be so hard. You know your worth is found in more than your abilities and that you are loved beyond your ability to work. What a help you have been to me in the past. I wish I could make you feel better. I hope that you will quickly accept this and that it doesn't make you too downhearted. You should be proud of yourself for what you were able to accomplish. All my love to you sweet lady.