I quit a bad job in November, got hired in a really great job in April. Now I am taking too much sick leave (for legit health issues) as in, I should not have taken any sick days in my probationary 90 days, and I am at something like 12 days off sick in 2 months. I don't know why they haven't fired me already.

I'm going to lose this job too, I know it. I wonder if part of me is trying to sabotage any success. The job triggers my anxiety big-time as well, but I should be able to work through that.