i have T today . not so sure about it .things have been so strange the last month .she is not a bad T at all and she has helped me so much . i just dont get what she is up to right now .it seems she has got some plan and i am not liking it . maybe because it is hard. im going with it trying to have the attitude that she knows what she is doing . i didnt like it when she didnt let me have any outside contact or to write .i used it so i wouldnt have to talk . everyone including me thought she was horrible but in the end it worked .it might have taken 3 years but it worked . i dont know what to say to her . in scared but i somehow need to let her know what is going on without her saying im making things about her .