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Mine isn't normal, but interesting enough. I've not given up, but I have a plan B. Normal isn't my top priority. I've never tried to be someone I'm not. I missed out on many things, but "normal" people do too. You can't (or at least you'd better not) force yourself to be different.
We have certain abilities others do not have. I think it's our responsibility to put them to good use. We shouldn't be scared of them.
But I do often wish things were different. Especially the SZ part is something I wish I wouldn't have.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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