This is my 3rd round of unemployment. It's been over a year and half since I last had a job, and that job was for a friend of the family and was miserably unfulfilling. I've been denied Disability Benefits and I get even more depressed watching my savings disappear to pay for medical insurance and my meds plus normal bills. I want to go back to work, but I can't find the confidence due to my mental issues. I am having a tough time with this downward spiral, so I feel your pain!