Dear Dr S, I want to email you tomorrow at the clinic address just to get one more email from you from that address. Is that too weird, strange? I'm sure you'd say it is ok. I think it is strange. I hope you are not going to be a different person (in a bad way) with moving to private practice. I think I am scared that you will be a different person in some way, that maybe you were behaving in a certain way because the clinic expected it of you and now you won't have those constraints on you. People change on you, they are not always the same and sometimes those changes are for the bad. It seems like usually they are for the bad when it comes to me. Please don't do that to me. - a nervous me