I was diagnosed with schizoaffective 5 years after they told me I was bipolar. 5 years later they told me it was just bipolar. "They" have little clue what they are doing.

Life is very hard for everyone. It is pointless to compare ourselves with others. Everyone on the planet goes through hell. We all need to focus on being here for others instead of wallowing in our own heads.

That being said, I encourage you to live for a cause greater than yourself. Anyone who is just concerned with what is going on with themselves will want to give up and end it. That message is for you (and everyone here)