Granite this is a shock to read and I can only imagine what it is like for you. Is she retiring or moving? Is it a possibility or is it definitely happening?

I just want to let you know that starting with a new t can feel impossible. With my long term t I thought that if he ended with me I was so done with therapy. I'm glad I saw other therapists because I learned that you can attach and trust other people too. Everyone has a little something different to offer. Don't lose hope but it's ok to grieve.