Actually, quite the opposite. Because I was ill and didn't really know, I had the crazy wild side in my early 20s like many others. If I was paying more attention to my behavior, I probably would've never done anything crazy and would've been wondering "what if" around now. My bff also has the disorder and those were some of the best times of my life. It didn't all end well, but I wouldn't change it. I got some good stories!

Along those lines, do you regret your behaviors when hypo/manic?