Pretty much I'll just tell her what I'm doing. I won't hear back unless it gets to next week. Getting much attention from her on a Friday is unlikely. My pdoc is the residency director for a major hospital so reaching her can be a little tricky but I have a number of things I can do until I see her or get in touch with her. Friday is a tough day because she doesn't see patients on Thursdays and so Fridays she is catching up. If it stays bad Monday I'll email and call her secretary to give her a message as well. All she'll tell me is to resume my old clozaril dose and I am doing that anyway.

My poor kittens are so confused. They are only 13 weeks old and haven't seen me like this before. My old cats both died but they were used to my cycling.

I want so badly to go scrub my bathroom.......but I really need to not do that.