I suggest you ready through your old threads… "Cant' deal anymore", "Completely bored in relationship" and "Don't know how to break up"

It will remind you why you're better off without him. In your own words, WRT abuse, "emotionally and mentally he takes the cake"

Its ok to miss someone, and to miss what you shared and the dreams and plans you had for the future. But that hurt doesn't mean you should take that person back, you'll just end up with your original hurts of how badly he treats you, refuses to commit and takes advantage of you financially…

I know this is really REALLY hard, but try seeing this with your rational mind instead of your emotional mind… A pros and Cons list is an excellent idea.

:hug;