It is obvious to me i feel badly about myself. This is something my therapist wants me to work on. So do I. But I also want to work (get a job). I actually don't though, because I cannot decide for the life of me what kind of job. I have thought about office work. I have also thought about translation. Being an artist. And really, I just don't know. and really, I don't want to work. But I have to. And it STRESSES ME THE **** OUT. I'm sick of being alone with this, too. I feel horrible. It bothers me. It is something that bothers me.