I spoke to my friend today and she wants me to talk to my workers as I am off the meds. I know what they are going to say. I will be disappointing them again for coming off the meds. I do this so many times a year it's unreal. I feel like a failure for doing stupid things and for letting people down. Life seems to be a drag at the moment.

Thanks Innerzone, I don't think it will be but I am glad someone is looking positive to the future lol.... My warp sense of humour here