Currently raging. Still can't find a psychiatrist. Called another place this morning, they said to fill out a form online. I went online, couldn't find the form, and called back explaning this. They said they don't know where the form is either, but "call back after lunch." Called back and got nowhere (no one answered, left a message but am not expecting a call back).
I am so pissed off. I've been threatening stopping my meds. What good is a med with no one to prescribe? My GP said he'll prescribe for a very short while until I find a new pdoc. It's gonna be interesting trying to get the right blood work from a man who hasn't heard of clozapine before me when doctors that are familiar with the med have screwed the blood work up.
In the meantime I'm still "depressed." It's more of an agitated depression and work has been extremely difficult. FML.