I am not saying anything against what you believe in, but I would add a note of caution. I did a lot of research a few years ago on Carl Jung, and his life and beliefs. He in many ways was always pushing the envelope, or better said was never satisfied with the simpleness of Christianity, but wanted more. His beliefs are a mix of many different religions, but mostly that of the far east.
There in lies the danger. I don't think we are suppose to look inside our selves for God. The God, I worship is outside myself high in the heavens above me. I only hold the essence of Him & the Holy Spirit within me. The use of repetitive prayer and meditation can open us up to the spirits of Satan, who has the ability to imatate God, thus fooling us into believeing what we are feeling and seeing, being healed of and perhapes saying is coming from God, when it is not. Although, your beliefs are not mine, I respect your opinion on this subject. (((nowheretorun)))