Do you get more manic at night? I always am worse at night. I'll be calmer in the morning after I take a ton of PRNs but at night I take my meds and my PRNs and I still am agitated and thoughts are crazy and all the usual.

Tonight is being made much, much worse by fireworks. I don't handle those well on good days. Sometimes living in the country is not as good as other times.

I was so tired 5 hours ago............so sleepy and yawning and I thought tonight would be easy. No go.

The truly ironic thing is that before my therapist went on vacation we talked about who would cover for him because the person who has always done it if I needed anything while he was away has cut back her hours. We talked about how we were doing this for no reason because I was going to be fine, no way would I get manic. Hahahaha.