Second session since she told me she's leaving. Three more to go.

Earlier this week I broke down completely so I told her about all of that and how hard it's been. She could tell that I needed to cry and grieve so she offered to sit and hold me for a bit. I bawled.

Afterwards I opened up about my attachment to her. It was a a natural consequence of everything I'm going through l and talking it out felt completely okay.

She's never made me feel remotely self conscious about anything on that level. She just gets it. She thanked me for trusting her.

We shared an exchange about personal loss and confusion and grief and these Kinda of changes. She opened up a little bit about her own experience in vague terms (though I knew what she was referring to from Internet snooping). It really felt like we connected on a new level.

I will miss her so much.