I've started thinking that the supernatural entity that wants me dead is watching me through the lights. I saw an exit sign and it meant: exit from this world. I'm not sure if it means the world is ending or my life is ending. Or both.
I'm stressed and exhausted. I slept most of the day, because I'm also depressed.
How am I supposed to cope? What did I do to deserve this?
Thankfully I see new-tdoc tomorrow morning. At least I can tell my story to someone.
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
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