How do I put this?

I'm at my rope's end. I'm lost in this hell that is my mind. The meds don't help, the therapy doesn't help and there's nothing left to try. I'm just too far gone.

Earlier, I said I was a lost cause. I meant it. I am.

I want to give up. I want to give up so bad.

Again, I don't know what to do. I'm lost and it seems nothing can save me.