I am on a cocktail of drugs that should probably make me numb. They don't. I still feel too much and am highly sensitive. Among these drugs are Prozac and Wellbutrin with Ritalin thrown in. I would welcome the numbness for awhile just to catch a break. What absolutely drives me up the wall though is the total lack of motivation these drugs cause. Before my illness I was an overachiever and now I have zero motivation. Very frustrating!
Anyway, I hope you can find a medication that works for you without making you feel numb. Best wishes.