Thank you! It could very well be. But it really feels like it's trying to escalate into full blown mania. I am exhausted froom trying to reign it all in. My mind feels like it's been blown into fragmented pieces of hate, rage and confusion. Thoughts and emotions are scattered everywhere to the point they nothing makes any sense. And the very idea that I've let anyone or anything cause me to lose this much control of my mind and emotions just adds fuel to the fire. Not to mention that the pains taking struggle to keep myself quiet and still, disciplining my flesh not to act on these impulses is pure torture! I can literally, physically feel it all tthe way to my bones! It's not that I want to hurt another human being, I just feel the need to put my fist through a wall or something. Scream, yell, anything to release this poisonous feeling!