And so the story continues.
I met a friend today and im meeting one tomorrow and on tuesday i meet a group of pals. At one point i practically had no one. I tried to explain to the nurses that i had been in a possessive and controlling relationship but did they listen? Nope
Let me tell u about two of my former best friends that i no longer talk to.
The first goes back to primary school.
She played cello. Ice skated. Listened to classical music. Her parents did her homework from time time. She had on high heeled boots one day and the heel broke and for some reason i burst out laughing. I had a mobile and she was about the only person i contacted. We played swingball one day and she overstretched and when i went to hit the ball and ended up hitting her hand at same time and she went ballistic. She chased me and i jumped over the wall and she misjudged and fell. I had to go straight home.
Later that night i took my dog a walk and left my phone and my parents snooped but i was really young so it was understandable. I received a text which was quite nasty. But my parents knew right away it was her mum and her parents didnt want me around anymore. I was a council estate gurl and they were middle class. I dont think i had their approval. The film "neds" brought it all back to me. It is brilliant at portraying a psychotic breakdown, i highly recommend it and it should have won awards
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