Just thought about it the other day, exactly what is the main issue with my avpd. Why cant I "connect" with people, why cant I really take control in a conversation, why do I always feel lonely when I am around other people? For me I feel like I am living this fantasy life inside my head. I daydream a lot, talk to myself, imagining living a totally different life than what I actually have.

I just feel I am not made to be with other people and socialize like 95 %of the population. I just want to be in my bubble and daydream, and for some reason cant seem to get out of it and jump into "real life".

I am very curious to hear your story. What do you think is the main cause with your avpd?