elevated soul... are you having psychosis problems or researching again... reason I ask is because your posts are becoming confusing again...

first you say you dont do drugs and alcohol
then I find posts saying you are high and buzzed while posting.
then I find posts that say methadone is causing you to have withdraw symptoms when thats a medication used to stop withdraw problems not cause them.
then you say you do meth
then in the thread discussing methodone you said you just want crack which is not meth or methadone its cocaine...

my point is in your posts with in a matter or a week you seem to have progressed from not doing any drugs and alcohol, to doing weed to to saying a medication that is used to stop withdraw problems is causing you withdraw problem to doing major hard time street drugs...

my point is in a matter of a week you must have hit the lottery because these street drugs cost major money, to progress that fast, and I mean like thousands of dollars, you cant just walk into a doctor and get prescribed these things. you have to pay drug dealers for them and for someone who lives with their parents and has no money and is trying to get SSI, how are you getting these street drugs you are talking about. see my confusion.

so now I am wondering if you are researching again, you know like what happened on other boards where you start obsessively researching then all that researching causes you and your treatment providers problems. I sincerely hope this is whats happening to you because the human body can not handle the fast progression of no drugs and alcohol to major hard time street drugs in a matter of a week. if you look up those drugs you are doing you will see exactly what happened to the internal organs with these drugs. I dont want to trigger anyone so I wont post them here. but short version you just dont survive something like this.

if you are indeed progressing from no drugs and alcohol to major street drugs at the fast pace you are posting about, you dont need my help you need the help of those off the computer like your own treatment providers so Im going to take a break from your posts and threads now.