I just re-read your other thread from January to get a bigger picture of your harmful situation. Dual relationships are extremely tough. Per most codes of ethics, they are allowed to happen in some forms in smaller towns where resources for help is limited. When this happens, it's imperative the t keep good tabs on the clients emotional health to minimize any potential harm that can be caused by the confusion that arises from the dual relationship. Doesn't sound like your t was capable of doing that for you, nor was she even capable of doing that for herself. Your t not only mishandled a lot of things, she lacks integrity on top it.

For a t to abandon you because you sent an angry email that hurt her is cowardly, unprofessional, and selfish. And to cut you off without giving you as much as a referral shows incompetence. This is considered abandonment in some code of ethics (improper termination in others) and it is a reportable violation. Just saying. So, no. This is not your fault. This is your ex-t’s fault. And the cruelty of what happened to you is almost impossible to grasp. I’m so sorry you are going through this. Glad you have two new t’s to help you out.