As before mentioned, I moved in with three other girls a month ago and more. They seemed nice. Soon after I came, I could not make an emotional or closer bond I felt in a way and started to feel lonely. I could not talk a lot but not because I felt shy or anxious, more like I am lacking some skills. Conversations just stalled very soon after I started talking
I began to sleep a lot in room, day and night, nearly a month. (I had some money saved up.) Partly because I felt this way and partly because I did not know what to do in free time. I just did not know and do not what to do in my time, how to use it (other than plain work). I tried to keep these relationships going and tried to find some other ways to hang out with people (still need more).
One girl had complaints about cleaning, as if I did not clean well enough though I really did a fine job. I felt like I might be bothering her in other ways, so I asked if there was something up and she said she does not feel good energy (from me apparently), that she is not the only one who thinks so, and that I was irresponsible and unclean (as in flat). I feel worried. Though I need to leave I don't want to bother people I live with, I'd really like good relationships. I tried quite hard and I worry.
What do you think?