Like I said she experiences me as a person who is that way. I can't say if I am but I do not intend to make anyone feel unwell with me. Some people have said I am nice but they tend to be older ladies or older than me. I know I am different with peers my age... but I hope not this way. I don't know, I felt that because of how I could not establish a bond and communicate as well as I wanted to, this happened. Yes I am worried. I did not want to come across this way. Not all people I live with will have courage to tell me straight if something is wrong. It is worse if it is just uncomfortable all the time in a way?