I know I'm too much for my husband. He's an alcoholic and sort of blames me. I mean he uses alcohol to escape. He's in therapy to deal with caregiver burn-out.
It's funny because I sort of just want him to leave so I don't have to mask who I am. But he wants to stay, for now anyway.

I do think it's possible to find the right person and have a happy relationship. I think it may be more challenging for us, but not impossible.
I like to think there may be someone out there who can handle my intensity.