I also dropped the mirtazapine. It had me too druggy and unable to wake up. Now I'm not sleeping through the night just on Valium. Irritation is pretty high. I suppose I could add back 25 mg of trap to see if I can sleep through the night. Would be nice.
Things are still stable and I am using my DBT skills to remember choice, problem solve, and know this feeling isn't forever.
Hugs to those that want them