((((((moonkin)))))

I am not a teen but when I was in high school I was anything but a rebel. I was afraid of the world and of home. I knew if I dared to step out of line, that was all it took. I spent my time hidden away trying to figure out everyone's next move so I could be safe.

I was liked but it was a part of me that took my place to do sports to keep me out of my home. I was very quiet and to my self so no one would know what was happening at my home.

As soon as I graduated, I left home--running away. All I wanted was someone to care--to not hurt me. Rebelling would have just made life that much more difficult. I somehow thought being perfect would make home life better and the bad to stop. I was alone because there was no safety.

You are a senior, do not ruin your last year. It will only hurt you. Soon you will walk out of those high school halls and out into the big world where there you will make new decisions of your own. A knew phase will begin for you and you will make new friends.

I know it seems like forever, but time begins to go faster as you move on. You will be okay and things will work out for you. I have faith in you. And you do have friends here always--anytime you need us reach out. You are never alone. I care moonkin and will always be your friend.

cami