Well, people tell me I used to more jovial.

I fond some more disturbing changes to have ever been thinking of the loss of my joie de vivere, which I used to ascribe to my age back then.

I'm gloomier, I have loss of energy, attention, interest and memory...what makes up for most of our personality. So yeah... After I finally made it through all the barriers in my life, the process left me with depression which impedes the 1st shoot at freedom and success I have in life. Figures.