Aww, Granite- I'm so sorry this is happening to you! But una makes a good point - I once had a therapist I really loved, but I moved and had to leave him. I tried several other therapists, and wound up with my current one, who is way more helpful than I ever realized even that a therapist could be. And rainbow makes a good point- you will bring all your progress with you. I know it's hard and horrible now, but do you think you could find a bit of room for a sliver of hope that maybe another helpful person might be around the corner somewhere? But I have an idea what kind of loss it is. I'm really sorry you have to go through this.