People in general Jennifer. I'm a disabled veteran with complex PTSD (PTSD and depression). I haven't seen or heard from my daughters in 7 years (because of their mother's mouth), was beaten everyday for the first 17 of my 43 years. Been alone much of my life. Never had the L word from a woman. Instead, I am a giving person and got used for my kindness and then discarded. So, 5 months ago, I cut myself off from people, only helping my mother who is very sick and my grandmother who doesn't have much longer because her heart and kidneys are failing.
I stopped dating sites as well. Had some pretty horrible things said to me such as...."You're ugly as hell and no woman in her right mind will date you." "You're disabled and useless. Do the world a favor and kill yourself." And, "You aren't a veteran. You were a paid killer."
I was already alone most of my life. Figured I might as well cut the people out of it and stop the hurt. Hope this brings you up to speed Jennifer.
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I've been to Hell and back so many times, I have afrequent flier mileage program.
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