I know that's true, icare. I don't think my feelings are rational, but they are there.

I have a lot going on in my head, a lot of fear of something serious developing, but he's definitely not looking for that so I guess I shouldn't worry too much. I just feel like I'm so much better on my own and that I don't know if it will ever be a good idea to get involved with someone again. But in the meantime I can have some fun, flirt, etcetera and just enjoy the attention.

Never thought of myself as a casual relationship girl but it fits for me right now.