Hi Rainbow, you have worked very well with this t for a long time. It's understandable that you have become attached to her, separation is painful. I don't see anything wrong with you continuing to see your t unless you are not working well or she thinks she can't help you anymore. I don't think I have heard you say either of these before though. Are endings hard for you Rainbow? I know your mothers death was very painful and I am wondering if thinking about your separation with your t is bringing back some of those painful feelings and memories!