This is exactly how I am feeling almost every day. I cannot stand the ridicule, because I feel like I have already made so much effort, and they are still dissatisfied with me. I see the normal people in a way that the disordered people are described. It is funny that I see them as the disordered ones.

Don't worry, Desoxyn, you are not alone in your struggle. Never give up. Tomorrow is a new day.