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Originally Posted by Hopingtrying
If you can, schedule the 1st interview with the job you want the least. Since leaving the military, I have found myself going through rounds of interviews every 2-6 years (left 24 years ago). Everytime--the very first interview I realize afterwards that I screwed something up but I rarely make a big mistake on the 2nd or especially the 3rd one (there are ALWAYS small things you wish you had said better but that was just anxiety/ rumination). The best practice for an interview is...a real interview......
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That is actually good advise.
I am probably not going to buy the interviewing training. I am going to instead, invest some money for dropshipping, that way, at least I can keep some money coming in, even if it's only a $100-200 per month profit.
I need to be proactive. I can't sit here and have faith in these hiring managers, nor confidence that I will do well when I am constantly scared of the future because of how I will be homeless if I can't get a stable income by the end of Oct. If the worst happens, then there is a strong probability that I will return to the selfish liar and cheat POS that I used to be to try to survive. I don't want to turn back into that person but I can't stop being scared of the future and my inability to take care of myself.
I need to do something ASAP but it's so freaking hard for me to function without falling into depression and being overwhelmed with everything when I'm under this much pressure.