I found out that I have most symptoms pointing to severe low self esteem. I swear it affects me daily in the worst ways. Ive barely ever had a social life. I'm unable to relax with no worries. I feel physically and emotionally drained all the time. I always feel empty, numb, and confused. I always feel physically sick, and unable to handle simple things in life.
I'm not even satisfied with myself and want my life to be perfect- i'm beginning to become materialistic. I just can't deal anymore.. it's so frustrating. Life feels so difficult