So I'm moving to a new town in a few weeks cause I just graduated, and recently I just feel like I have no one around me. My boyfriend and i broke up and now he barely talks to me. I want to get back together but he needs time alone I guess. But all of my friends are in the same friend group as both of us and they all keep doing stuff together and not inviting me or talking to me either. Everyone went to fireworks yesterday and I was just home alone. I just feel so alone and I don't know how to talk to my boyfriend to establish even any kind of friendly relationship again. My best friend is in New York with more people I know but I don't want to bother him. And my sister just moved in with her boyfriend so I don't want to bother them either. And my parents just don't care. Anytime I've ever tried to reach out to them and tell them I'm struggling they just get mad at me and tell me to be better or something. I've just never felt so alone in my life. I love my boyfriend but I don't know how to tell him now. People say it's better to have loved and lost than never at all. The first 17 years of my life I was just as alone and let me tell you it was never as painful as what I've been facing the past week. I've never hurt so much. I can't eat, all that gets me through the day is going to bed at night or a single text from my boyfriend when I inevitably break down crying and text him something to try and reestablish a friendship.