Wow, feileacan...
You are very strong. I can't imagine dealing with the ups and downs of a session four days a week.
For me, sleeping seems to intensify that blurriness, probably because I'm then worried about disrupting my nights further.
I rarely feel able to do anything productive after therapy, so I relate to that.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin