Does anyone else get triggered by holidays?

I feel stressed when I'm supposed to feel stress free. I mean, I always try to relax during holidays by watching tv shows and movies, but I always end up feeling agitated like I am right now. Then an episode (usually) comes shortly after.

I guess I just find holidays *in general* to be very triggering. I have family etc to celebrate the holidays with, but I just don't like holidays. I want to DO something. I hate sitting at home doing nothing. I have a bike etc, but I want to do something more social, I guess, but not stuck at home with family members who like to sit in the kitchen literally from 11:30am until 6pm. (This happens every holiday.)

Edit: most stores are closed anyways on July 4th, but I want something social to do!