Thanks - I know I mentioned that I do run into her a few times a week. If I avoided altogether would that help? I believe I am doing the right things (i.e. not checking up on her fb, not messaging her anymore, deleting all history, etc). But then for example I will see a more country looking person and think bad about myself.

Speaking of which...I used to believe women were interested in me and I guess I kind of thrived thinking someone was into me (ego boost or something). But not being approached much for dates, and this fiasco has made me really start to feel lower about myself. How do you know if you are good looking, or ugly? I know this shouldn't bother me but it is lately for some reason.

Thanks.