I deserve all of this.
I am a horrible person. I have been told this in various ways several times by several people in the last month or so. It must be true.
It makes sense then that I would feel so awful, because I'm a bad person and I deserve this pain.
I just don't even know why I am trying to fight this anymore. It's becoming more and more apparent that the world would be a better place without me in it.
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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