So I was looking for my counselor from the crisis house I stayed at 3 years ago. I went to see if she had a profile on psychology today. (She didn't btw). Well, my saved link to the site is my T's profile. I'm technically not supposed to look my T up anymore (a deal we made). Since I already made the mistake, I decided to read her profile again. I noticed that she no longer accepts Borderline or personality disorders. This really upset me. It feels personal. I emailed her asking if it was because of me, and she said it had nothing to do with me. But I can't help feel like it does. Maybe I take up too much of her time and energy? Maybe I'm a "difficult" client?

How do I not take this personally?