I often fantasize about being some type of arch villain or super villain with some type of special powers who becomes the emperor or highlord of the world or galaxy even. I often fantasize about having powers, such as mind control, the ability to corrupt people's senses in order to force them to think that their brothers and friends are enemies and I'm their ally, some type of void based power to where I can put people in a heightened state of pain or dematerialize them, or having the ability to shoot some type of blood red or black lightning or energy.

Furthermore, I often go into flights of fantasies and get lost in my head when I'm bored. I will often do this when riding the buses because they are slow and stupid or walking around at school. When getting off or walking around other people. I will fantasize about levitating or having some type of ominous looking energy come off me and the other people around me kneeling before me and calling me their "dark lord" and worshiping me.

I have fantasies about using my powers to go after everybody that has wronged me or somebody who has been through what I have and forcing them to be my slaves and worship me like a god. I fantasize about overriding the wills of everybody who hurts people like me (the mentally "ill") and forcing them to be an army of slaves for me. I fantasize about being immortal and if I'm about to die, consuming one of these slaves to extend my life force.

I finally have fantasies about using my power and authority to make it illegal to reject me. If I want somebody to be my friend or a girl that I like to love me, I fantasize about having absolute power and authority over them and if they would reject me, for me to be able to have them imprisoned for daring to defy me.

The thing is that I'm normally a pretty nice person. However, I have thoughts and fantasies like this sometimes. They happen the most when I'm feeling lonely or worthless.