I don't know how I can ignore them when two of them are my parents and I am stuck living with them. They shout at me for shutting them out and then wonder why I don't want to talk to them. I need to get out of this house but I can't afford it. That's another issue though..

-->hopingtrying, I remember that from when I was a kid. I think I liked it too. Thing is I don't think I am horrid. Or I can't see that I am being horrid, it's just what people tell me. And I don't how to fix things if I can't even see what I've done wrong. I will try to check out that audiobook though thanks