Thank you I know you guys are here for me. I never doubted that. It's just that sometimes I feel like I'm just not loved, no matter what.. that nobody loves me, in the entire world.. and no one will. I don't know why. Maybe I'm just selfish, maybe I want "too much" love. Or maybe I'm just too needy

I've been feeling like this for a couple of days.. but I didn't want to bother people with another topic. But after a while I couldn't take it.. I had to get it out somehow. Sorry about that..